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He said I was in my early 40's,
With a lot of life before me,
And a moment came that stopped me on a dime.
I spent most of the next days, lookin' at the x-rays,
Talkin' 'bout the options and talkin' 'bout sweet time.
Asked him when it sank in, and this might really be the real end.
How's it hit ya, when you get that kind of news.
Man what ya do.
And he says,

[Chorus]

I went sky divin',
I went rocky mountain climbin',
I went 2.7 seconds on a bull name Fu Manchu.
And I loved deeper,
And I spoke sweeter,
And I gave forgiveness I've been denying,
And he said someday I hope you get the chance,
To live like you were dyin'.

He said I was finally the husband,
That most the time I wasn't.
And I became a friend a friend would like to have.
And all the sudden goin' fishing,
Wasn't such an imposition.
And I went three times that year I lost my dad.
Well I finally read the good book,
And I took a good long hard look at what I'd do
If I could do it all again.
And then.

[Chorus]

Like tomorrow was a gift and you've got eternity
To think about what you do with it,
What could you do with it, what can
I do with with it, what would I do with it.

[Chorus]
Sky divin',
I went rocky mountain climbin',
I went 2.7 seconds on a bull name Fu Manchu.
And I loved deeper,
And I spoke sweeter,
And I watched an eagle as it was flyin'.
And he said someday I hope you get the chance,
To live like you were dyin'.

great song.. hmm, not so much of a great day today, i need to change, this has been brought to my attention. So im going to try, but not because you want me to, but because when you talked to me, you had a point, and im not too stubborn to see that alright.    But i'd just like you to know, that you're not perfect, you dont have wings, we all make mistakes, i've made my share, and you've made yours. So don't blow up on me again, if you've got something to say, i don't mind you saying it, in fact, i'd like you to say it, but you were brutal and beyond, and im not trying to take that again, so theres another thing that needs to change... just thought i'd let you know.  I'm not going to be friends with someone who one minute is the coolest person in the world, and the next randomly decides to hate me and bring up all my faults and hang them over me, so you decide what you want to do, we can be friends, but we dont' have to be, your choice. On to a happier note.. steve thank you so much, you always make me smile and i love you for that, so much! and Cait.. OMG, im so glad we're friends now, you are so fucking funny, beyond funny, your hysterical, you kept me laughing that whole conversation, there better be more to come, because i don't want to give that up for the world... stay strong girl, your awesome!.. alright im waiting for eric to get here, so im going to go, i'll be back :)

why hello to all you dears, how are ya'll doin on this lovely day :)

i am on hold with caitlyn right now.. Ahh she just came back and said.. hey fuck whore... how dare her.... i just took a quiz over hte phone with her adn it said that if i were a superhero i would be robin... wtf??  well well, last night was pretty cool, kyle came and picked me up at like 12:30 or osmething, he was with sam and justin, we just went back to his house for a while, we got in his hot tub and went in the pool yeah then we got out and i guess we just laid around house and whatnot... but it was real late by then, so i just crashed there.  I woke up this morning and sam took me home in kyles car.. crazy.  I got a nice phone call from my dad, he went home, and then figured out i was not there, i thought i was caught, but me being the incredibly smooth talker that i am, made up a very very believable lie, and now i am not in trouble and he has no idea i spent the night at kyles :) damn im good... in case anyone wants to know, caitlyn just burped adn it tasted like fruity pebbles. yeah well thats it... im terribly glad the weekend is here :)

*i love you*

You receive a phone call at 2 a.m. from someone who obviously had too many drinks and is looking for a girl named Mandy. Do you:

 a.  Tell them they dialed the wrong number?
 b.  Hang up on them and hope they don't call back?
 c   Tell them that you're very sorry, Mandy passed away unexpectedly?
 d.  Tell them that you're holding Mandy hostage and that if they ever want to see her alive again, they had better send a cashier's check for $10,000 to your anonymous PO Box. You then, of course, will use the money to fund your quest for world domination?

leave me comments fucks :)

hey hey :)

i just got back from smyrna, went and saw the fireworks with jim and his friends, they're pretty cool.  The fireworks weren't all that great, but it was fun anyway.  We rode this really cool spin around ride thing, and these drunk people were freakin hillarious, it was crazy :)  Hmm i saw david eddie and matt there, but i didn't talk to them haha,  im talking to david now, im glad we still talk, and like don't hate eachother lol, or at least i don't hate him .  Anyway, the green was pretty cool, me and cait hung out the whole time, i got to see nate, which was pretty cool i haven't talked to him in a while, but then the fireworks started and i wanted to go sit with my momma just because im such a good kid ya know.... me and amnada mcnulty made really cute outfits to wear, but i ended up not wearing all of mine lol, she looked really cute though, we super glued ribbon to one of her shirts, you like... lol.  Hmm anything else.. oh yeah i went to the beach with theresa on friday, that was great, i love the beach.  got a lot of stuff there lol.  then i came home and went to a dance at the mooselodge to raise money for my softball team, that was cool, even though me and michelle were lilke the only two dancing.... EVER, but it was cool none the less. yeah im about to go because im freezing and conversation is getting boring.

*i love you*

Dear diary
Today I saw a boy
And I wondered if he noticed me
He took my breath away

Dear diary
I can't get him off my mind
And it scares me
'Cause I've never felt this way

No one in this world
Knows me better than you do
So diary I'll confide in you

Dear diary
Today I saw a boy
As he walked by I thought he smiled at me

And I wondered
Does he know what's in my heart
I tried to smile, but I could hardly breathe

Should I tell him how I feel
Or would that scare him away
Diary, tell me what to do
Please tell me what to say

Dear diary
One touch of his hand
Now I can't wait to see that boy again

i found an old britney spears cd and have been listening to it a lot... lol, she's pretty decent, this song is really sweet isn't it? of course :), hmmm im cleaning the house right now, and then later im going to the ballpark at six to see the guys play, oh shit wait, i don't think i can, i have all star practice, wtf, that's gay, oh well, i'll just go late, well my sister is vacuming right now, and it's annoying the crap out of me, so im going to go watch passoins ooo la la :) don't ya just love daytime tv??

*i love you*

::edit::  the only guy a girl can trust, is her daddy  

 i fell to hard to fast, and it's time to get up, the only problem is , i don't know where to go from here, nor how to get there... fuck time, i want you and i doubt times going to change that